About my frenz~...Very long de fren le

I hab a fren very long le about 5 years ba i fren wif her...she was funny,nice and good to others.When we step to form 1 all changes.Nt like last time changes secret?nvr quarrel?always sit and do tghr?All tat were lost in 2 months holiday b4 we step to form 1.All her attidude change a lot...nt change to a good side buht a bad side..I really dunno wd happen jux she make till i lost mny frenz...i think when she read this she will be very mad and hated me very much.Buht i hab no choice.I cant keep and stand anymore about tis.I oredi keep this from the startin of our skul till now.if gib ur will u keep til so long?I dun think so!?!When i tink about it i fell sad juz wanna cry.Why i lost my fren?5 years believe,caring,friendship all lost oni usin 2 months?I wan it back!*sob*i dun care juz i wan.My father was very right.Best frenz cnt trust very much.U hab to noe the ppl attidude b4 u bein frens wif her.From last week on,i dun hab any best fren.Except all my best fren in maple,sdo,audi,kai jie,kai kor,mui oni i can trust my skul all fren gone.I wont easily trust any1 anymore.I dun wan to be a silly vivian agn.From now on i wanna be a new ppl.Hab to start a new life without best fren...I dunno izzit good for me a nt buht i hab no choice.I noe when u see tis u will be mad at me and dun wan fren wif me oredi buht i juz wanna tel u is...is nt my attidude change is U...don try to tell my mei tat i change my attidude.I nvr even change buht is u from a caring and frendly ppl become and evil and bullies.I am so sry for sayin tat buht is good for me and u to noe u change to wad.U always ask me u change to wad le.I always tell u,u nvr change juz normal a frendly cute girl.Buht is nt real...i dun wan to tell u,u change to wad type coz i scared tat i will hurt u...i nvr say anythin bad about u buht do u do anythin tat make me sad?I noe u wont sae u hab did it buht i cn feel it u keep it in ur heart full of bad words about me.If i did anythin wron to u i oni can apologize to u...




I hope u noe tat i nvr even sae anythin bad about u b4 after u change ur attidude...i am so sry about this buht i can keep it oredi...the thin tat oni i cn do is apologize to...I'm sorry~